Loveless

Have you ever felt like no one was ever there for you? You're trying to seek for someone who will listen, or you just wait for someone to miss you and text you? I'm really thinking i'm not the only one.

There are sometimes when you just want someone to reach out to you, to feel you. Or sometimes where you just want to be left alone. You try to make yourself heard, but no one's there. It happens. 

We've all been completely ignored by someone we love, or misunderstood by that same person. I sometimes plead for someone to call me. But that person often ends up by being narcistic. 

Often people just don't give a damn about you. Don't feel like it's your fault, if you feel bad, it's obvioulsy because of someone. Make that someone feel guilty. Tell him what you're feeling even though the only thing you want to do is escape the life you're living in, escape your body and throw you sinful mind in the trash.

I sometimes ask myself "Why do people appreciate me or love me so much? Am I that important to them?" No one's ever given me the answer to those questions.

I hope you like this,keep trying. 
Maddie, xx.